Saturday, July 01, 2006

okayy. i have alot of feelings today. shall start of with the not-so-good feelings then the good ones. so that we will have a happy ending. =))


1) one thing i dislike about non-believer (np) is that, they dont know the word "appreciate". serious, they don't. when someone is concern about you, want to bring you to church, it shows that your friend cares. he wants to help you. i dont find it funny AT ALL. i mean, come on. what's wrong?? what's so funny about he wanting to bring you to church?? what's so funny when someone is trying to help you?? what's so funny?? serious. share the joke la.

2) am i very dislike-ing?? i feel insecure. like. i feel that people dont like the way i am. why is it that she wants to run away from me?? there must be something wrong with me. must be. but yet god tell me this, "if this kinda small rejection you can't take it, then how are you going to do great things for me??" which is very true. AAARRGGGG

3) i was at kap just now. doing qt. while the rest study. then suddenly there's this group of guys seat at the next table. okayy. nvm. they were like girls please. they talk and laugh so loudly. serious. i thought only girls does that. it's okayy i guess. it was tolaratable. but not until they started bad-mouthing about somoe girls. they were thinking of them in the sexual way. my goodness. why are they like this?? where is the respect?? and how dare they speak ill of girls this way in public?? ain't they ashame of their thoughts and action?? i was VERY pissed. so i wrote this note and place it at the most end of my table so that they can see it. i wrote "what makes a man "un-man" is when a man shows no respect of a woman's reputation. WAKE UP!!" it took them awhile to read it and then decided that they should go home. and i hope they will reflect.


okayy. i'm done with all my unhappy moments. now with the happy ones!! woohoo

early in the morning at 11 o'clock. my daddy danny called. went to have lunch with him. WOOHOO. one of god's plan. cuz i was ultimately broke. so met daddy and daddy gave me $20!! spent it on bible. food. and titings. hee. and sadly to say, i'm left with 50cents now. i know i spent alot. okayy okayy. i will cut down on spending money. sorry sorry. anyway, service today was great. i think the service is really for me. FAITH. and keep asking though god seems silent. AMEN!! it really applies to me. hee. worship was great. the song is for me too. auyah. everythign's for me. that's the best. hee. NO, cannot for me only. god says that we should be giving. so much share. wee.

i want to thank shiyou for the letter. it's really sweet =))

and also choonyee and xuanting for the encouragement card =))

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